Saturday, February 14, 2004 :::

After the funeral
 

So I'm getting sick... not sure if I'm going to work tonight...

The funeral was pretty tense. I introduced David to a lot of my family... only... I'm not too sure what everyone's names are. So pretty much I did a lot of "And this is my boyfriend, David." It was up to him after that. I guess I should've listened to what they said their names were... but... well... I didn't.
*shrug*
My mom's getting shorter. Craziest thing - I was talking to her on the phone on the way out to the funeral... and she busts out with, "I love you." Nothing but silence after that. What was I supposed to say? "Sure Mom I love you too." *rolling eyes* Too little too late, no?
I really don't think it has anything to do with me. I think she's just scared of dying alone. Her sister, the one whose funeral we were all there for... she wasn't the greatest aunt in the world. She really hated my dad, so she pretty much resented all of us. Apparently the night before she died she was asking for my dad and my sis and me.... to perdonala, or to forgive her. I think that's why my mom was saying that.
Anyway... I'm going to bed.

::: posted by tinafish at 6:21 PM :::