Tuesday, June 22, 2004 :::
I always feel better in the morning..
It's a good day.
Someone called about a job interview. So now I get to go shopping for a pair of shoes. Only I have a cut on my right foot, right where my big toe connects to my foot.
Yesterday was a long day.
I was looking for printer paper... from now on I'm just gonna buy my own damn printer paper and keep it on the filing cabinet with the printer.
Went out "job hunting" w/ a friend... ended up only getting out to Reese to turn in some fin aid stuff.
Had lunch/dinner at Picantes... I nearly choked when I accidently inhaled a piece of meat since I was ragging on how neat Javier was eating his tacos (I was having chalupas, and wearing them too). And I had an ORCHATA!!!!!! mmmmmmm...
Went to Shrimp Galley w/ my family for Father's Day. It was not half an hour after I'd eaten at Picantes when I was scarfing down shrimp and key lime pie.
Took my sis and neice and nephew out to see the house... they all think it's absolute crap too. In fact, we were pretty scared of getting caught over there after dark, so we all high-tailed it outta there.
Stuff happened.
My support network is crap. David didn't realize how bad a day I'd had 'till he showed up at the undecent hour he gets home every night.
I talked to Cesar last night. I'd really wanted to see him last night... he's out living in his life in San Diego. I'm so happy for him.
I really just wanted to spend some time with someone who has seen my... darker side. He and I dated aaaaaages ago, but he's a great guy... and he cares about me. And I don't have to doll up my life for him.
And let me tell you something - not having to dress up my life for someone may be the most intimate thing I've ever done.
BoB and I talked for a couple of hours yesterday too. He's lived my life with me, so Lord knows I don't have to dress things up for him. In fact, some days he points out things that I've forgotten about... it's weird.
He was talking about how the only title he can give himself (in regards to me) is "the ex" since we are not "friends." Honestly, though... I think sometimes... even after all these years... he still doesn't realize how huge a part of my life he was. is. And as my ex, he knows more about me... than most anyone.
Nicc was there for me too. I had not been able to stop crying for a few hours... and he was there. We both are.. having difficult times right now. That last entry is literally C&Ved out of the conv he and I were having last night. He's been there... and these nights do keep getting longer and longer.
David and I got into it last night too.
Bless him... but each day that passes...
It's like one of those magic 8-balls... outlook not good... or something.
On a lighter note... and ~completely~ unrelated... I am the number one and number two top spots when googling for "tina wina"
Also.. what is up w/ different parts of the same state being in a different time zone?
::: posted by tinafish at 10:34 AM :::