Thursday, September 23, 2004 :::

so I've got a new plan...
 

I'm gonna drop out of school. who needs it anyway, right?
I certainly can't deal with it right now.
I've been having enough trouble just focusing my eyes to drive, so I can't hardly read anything anymore.

I had a bit of a breakdown at work tonight. I started freaking out and crying and such. Not a good thing.
I was gonna go home early but I couldn't fix the problem of the last call I was on... so by the time I hung up it was time to leave.

I went to another bar tonight - right by the bowling alley we used to go to.
I hate bowling.

I bought a book today... called... "He's just not that into you."

I miss him. I've been reading my archives... and you know... I really miss him.

::: posted by tinafish at 3:31 AM :::