Friday, December 31, 2004 :::

so that�s why I stopped...
 

I read a book last night... a star trek book... one of the ones david bought me.
I�d forgotten why I stopped reading as much as I used to.
I used to love.
and now I don�t.
These books just make me want to fall in love... in love like the characters in the story.
Only thing is, I don�t believe in love anymore.
I used to think it was the only thing that mattered.
Now it�d be easier for me to ride a unicorn than to love someone.
and that makes me sad.

With that said, I�m gonna get my bum up and showered... and try to find someone to go to the strip with me.
At least if I get out there this early, I can buy some liquor.

*sigh*
look at the crumpled mess that is left of me.
who am I anymore?

::: posted by tinafish at 2:34 PM :::