Thursday, March 03, 2005 :::
I rolled over ~ 0300, pulled up adium, set it to show offline contacts, scrolled through everyone 'till I found him, and sent him a message saying I had a dream about him.
he messaged me last night asking what the dream was about.
he was here at my apt, and I was playing tekken.
it smelled really strongly of cloves, 'cause I smoke when I play.
I opened my window and was trying to light some candles, but my lighter's broken.
so he lights the candles, and then he bring the lighter up for the unlit cig I have in my mouth.
there's a soft yellow glow all around, and I can see the flame from his lighter reflecting in his eyes.
and then I woke up.
he's convinced more happened, and I just didn't wanna tell him about it.
and I tried to explain that I'm not shy, just reserved.
like... I try to be cautious. but once I'm comfy w/ you the gloves come off.
I guess what I'm saying is that if my dream had continued I'd have told him.
it's just a dream, ya know?
lord knows I'm straight forward when it comes to most anything... particularly someone I'm interested in.
he doesn't believe me.
and I dunno...
I think playing video games by candle light could be very romantic.
it's loads better than the generic dinner & a movie.
according to me, anyway.
which brings to mind something my buddy forsaken said the other night.
that I've got a whacked out way of thinking.
I tried to argue w/ him about it.... and I still don't think I'm out on the fringes of sanity, but I am willing to admit... I'm an acquired taste.
::: posted by tinafish at 3:17 PM :::