Monday, April 11, 2005 :::

thou art god
 

I'm at work, and I'm kinda sad I'm here.
don't get me wrong - I do love these guys, and getting paid is never a bad thing...
but justin messaged me right before I left home, asking if I had plans.
and I had to come to work, so he didn't come over...
/me sad

I spent a couple hours last night talking to my best friend.
he's decided that if things do progress w/ justin... or anyone, really... he expects me to stop talking to him.
that makes me sad.
'cause... for the last few years this guy has been a pretty constant part of my life. and he expects to me just write him off for some guy?

speaking of best friends... I was looking through my truck for something... and apparently I printed out the last conv joe and I had.
I read it... and I cried.
so no, I will never again put some guy ahead of my best friend.

::: posted by tinafish at 5:11 PM :::