Wednesday, June 15, 2005 :::

fucking rodents
 

I can't sleep - every time I start to doze whatever is living in my wall starts making a fuss and scares the crap outta me/wakes me up.
so I'm sitting here on the floor in front of my laptop, eating fried rice and reading bash.org even though I'd rather be asleep.
/me sigh

and I started wondering... since I was having this conv w/ a friend of mine about being true to your-/my- self...
I'm not entirely sure if being a geek or a nerd or whatever is cool now, or if it's just that I've changed my friends.

back in high school I dressed up for school every day... like a fucking spice girl.
and now it's a big deal if I don't spend the day in pajamas.
I never got made fun of in high school... guess 'cause when it comes down to it we were all nerds...

I'm not sure where I'm going with this.
I've spent the last hour or so catching up with Mike (my best friend, whom I affectionately refer to as "dick wipe"), since I've not talked to him about 6 months.
and I bought a really cool poster on ebay earlier... so now I'm hoping I'll lose my bid on street fighter.

remind me to call maintenance in the morning.
and remind me to hide my planks of wood before I call.

::: posted by tinafish at 4:25 AM :::