Thursday, February 15, 2007 :::
you're just a boy in a chevy truck...
I talked to BoB tuesday, for our ever-popular 'happy vday' routine.
really it's more of a state of the union we each have with our respective SOs.
slave thinks it's... odd; the rltnship BoB and I still have.
something about how we're not together, but because of all the time we spent together we seem to still be drawn to each other.
I dunno.
it's like I don't hafta play nice with him.
we kinda vent about what's going on... about how the people we're with... just about anything and everything.
and we still fight, which amuses me endlessly. not while it's happening, obviously... but with how indifferent I've been lately, it's nice to feel something (even if it's the urge to strangle him)
as the time we've spent not-together gets longer and longer... I'm waiting on the day when he & his wife will be together longer than he and I ever were. it'll be so weird; him not being in my life at all.
I wonder if I'll ever truly lose the... loyalty I've got to him.
*shrug*
work is... trying.
our hours are changing and we're not hiring anyone new.... and I think I may get stuck working weekends.
:(
::: posted by tinafish at 2:21 PM :::