Wednesday, September 09, 2009 :::

if there was a /devastated emote for real life

I just got back from my doctor's office, from what I had hoped would be my last visit.
but no.
both my eyes apparently still have stuff wrong with them, and he is worried about it flaring back up again.
so I get to stay on eye drops for another 2 weeks, and then go back to see him a month after that.

so much of my immediate future hinged on this being my last appointment.
instead of carefree unemployment and a visit to houston, I'm stuck with tasting like eye drops for another two weeks.

I am so crushed right now.
with this kind of morning I'm no longer nervous about my interview this afternoon, I'm outright dreading it.

::: posted by tinafish at 9:20 AM :::